something ordinary..

Assalamualaikum and hello people!

I know no one reads my blog, I realised it but still I'll keep on writing. Todays topic is about something ordinary. Well, seems like todays topic more formal than usual where Im using two bahasa/lang at once. Then people might think Im trying to show-off by writing this all in English. People, you have your own right what to say about me when reading any of my blog topics, I dont have any right to say "No". Its your people thought about me, I cant do anything about it, right? I may just improve my own way of expressing things through my own writing on blogs. One thing I realized after coming here (France), that there is more thing to do when you get internet access on your phone, or even laptops. True fact. However, these may sounds like, "oh, you've got nothing to do, thats why you only go through into these things on your gadgets". Yeah its right. Of course, when you're staying away from your own family and actually didnt do anything, unless to be one of their "servants" or "maid-like". Please dont miss understood my words, its like they just tell you to do something when its actually things that they can do just by themselves. And its like they just told you to do something so you have "something" to do unless you just staying quiet in the room by yourselves. One more thing, is when you think about what are you going to do after this. Well, Im a Diploma holder, been jobless for the past 8 months. Maybe Im depressing right now but, I can control my own depression, its just somehow I cried over these thing all over again. So how these is something ordinary? Something ordinary I meant it by when you're boring and got nothing to do, you will keep on thinking other things that out of your league. Am I right? Sometimes, life is just hard. No matter poor or rich you are. You just need to admit one thing, you have to realize that world is a competitive world, eve if you think you are rich, there is one day where you will be poor. Its the same for the poor ones. Remember, life is about learning something from it, experiencing it and overcome it. This is what people called ordinary. Other people might just say, "hey, thats life man. You just have to endure it..". However, if you're new to these "ordinary" events, react maturely. As you're getting old, getting plus on your age, dont be too obnoxious. And sometimes, life needs us to go through one hard time, or maybe two or three. Its just life man. From here on, keep telling yourself, there are more people like this which worst than mine, be positive and negative (about the consequences of action) and keep the something ordinary as it lives in your life, and someday it will leave. There would be scar or effects but, its all we need in life. As a stooping stone, to make us better in near future. So people, this is something ordinary, when you cant sleep and can only think about what you can do for tomorrow, what will you do tomorrow, and what would you do tomorrow. Its normal to keep thinking like that because you still worry about people around you and people that you love. You didnt want to burden them with your jobless-self as you're getting old. Right? Should we blame the our fate for being like that? Maybe yes, maybe no. Fate is fate. The only thing we can change is ourselves. Change who we are at first, then we will be able to state which paths are we going to. This applies to anyone. But includes me, I couldnt change my own-self. Maybe because I didnt want to. Theres a possibilities right? Anyhow, thats all for today. Peace and keep smiling people.